Dated: Feb'07

Tittle: "not-so-happy"
writer: rling

sometimes i wonder if i m doing the right things.
maybe i shouldnt bother at all.
maybe i m not so a good friend after all.
maybe when i disappear, no one will notice too.

sometimes i feel my life as good as dead.
infact, most of the time i feel that way.
maybe i should be dead.
it seems like nobody care. i m living on my own.

sometimes i dun wanna be so healthy.
i wanna be sick. as many times as possible.
i m sick of hearing people getting sick.
maybe i m too healthy physically.

many times i smile.
many times i laugh.
many times i play.
but am i really what people see?

maybe,
maybe i am just a not-so-happy girl you see.

or maybe...i have got spilt personality..